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To the one who broke my heart

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To the boy who could never love me right, What I hate about hear0tbreak is the fact that it leaves me with a blurry vision of what my life will be like. I'm not sure when I will be okay. I'm not sure when your name will leave my head. I'm not sure whether I will ever be okay. I have many unanswered questions. Questions that I'll never have the answers to. Did I love too much? Was I not funny enough? Did you miss your ex girlfriend? Did you hate all of our arguments? There are numerous questions that I could pin at your door and wait for you to answer but maybe, it's better not knowing. The uncertainty that this breakup has left me is unsettling and makes me anxious. When I looked at our old photos, I asked myself when it all went wrong. Was there a day you woke up and decided to stop loving me? Did you meet someone else and realise that was the type of girl you wanted instead of me? The more I ask myself these questions, the more I realise that all I am d...

Life is beautiful

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Happiness is a direction, not a destination. Thank you for existing. Be happy, be free, believe and be forever young. Maybe you know my name, not my story. Maybe you've also heard what I've done but not what I've been through. Love is like a glass, looks so lovely but easy to shatter. Every day is special, so make the most of it. You could get a life ending illness tomorrow so make the most of every day. " Life is only bad when you make it bad." Happiness depends upon ourselves, maybe it's not about the happy endings but maybe it's about the story. Remember that life is full of ups and downs. Without the downs the ups doesn't mean anything. Vice versa... Life and love are not about who you can see spending your future with, it's about who can't see spending your life without. "If someone loves you then they wouldn't let you slip away no matter how hard the situation is." The purpose of life is a life of purpose. The differe...